Well folks,
I went to the ER for the third time last night. I now have tonsillitis on the other side of my throat. I got a whole new batch of anti-biotics, vicoden, and motrin 800. I haven't been this sick ever. I got another shot last night as well and I almost passed out. It was sad but I felt like dying. My whole body and mind just crapped out on me.
I did make it to my first class though-I had the shakes so bad I could barely take notes. I'm worried about missing classes though because I have labs and everything is very intense. I do enjoy them though. I'll probably have to get a tutor for the chemistry things we're doing but it's exciting. I'm going to be a nurse and help people. That's a great feeling.
I can't work for the next two days, which sucks but if I don't get better soon I'm going to go crazy. My boss is awesome though and completely understanding. The job at the Dr's has been a God send. I think anyone else would have fired me. Granted I have 3 ER notes, but these people are so understanding and compassionate. It's nice to see that in others.
I'm giving a shout out to my best friend Adie! Happy Birthday Beautiful! I love and miss you. I know you're going to have a ton of fun this weekend. Have a little for me. Hehe.
I've come to a real epifany-people don't like the truth and will boycott you for it. It's amazing how many people live in their own selfish little worlds and might come out to play every once in awhile, but the minute you say something honest-they are mad at you. Ever wonder why people get so defensive and childish? Because they know you're right. I mean honestly, if someone says something that is honest they aren't trying to be mean or spiteful. Any mature person would take that evaluate it and see if they can't change something. If it's not correct they can still be mature about it and say you know I thought about what you said and it's not true. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Welcome to america. Same with advice, if someone's been somewhere you haven't and you're headed down the same road-it's not going to kill you to listen and think over what they say. It's not like they're trying to ruin your fun or are being bitter, they are trying to help you from being hurt. When people are honest with you or try to give advice it's because they care about you. Obviously, though not many people think like me and that's ok. I'm not about to hate, judge, or be immature to that person-everyone grows up in their own time. And I've found many times that I didn't take the advice and learned the exact same thing they were telling me, just the hard way. It's funny the way people work.
Anyway, I just had some things on my mind I had to get off-it could be the fever talking...lol. I've learned though to take the advice and do what's best for me. If I come off as too real, honest, or opinionated sorry-your loss.