Monday, January 31, 2005

Busy busy busy.
Life has been a crazy whirlwind of emotions and chaos lately. I'm changing and growing and it feels great.
I know that when a fire rips through a forest and destroys everything that new growth appears that only the fire could have brought forth. That's what I feel like. I made it through the fire and am blooming into something new. And I never would have gotten through it without God. He endures my stupidity and selfishness and loves me through it all.

I've been fighting myself for so long and I'm almost to the point where it is well. I don't need to fight with myself because I'm not torn anymore. My wants are right with God and when they're not I don't fight and say, "It's my way." I know there's a purpose for me and I want to follow God so that my purpose is right. I don't want to screw things up with my ways, bitterness, or pride.
Granted, I screw up all the time but it's not like I don't get back up and finish the race.

Anyway, on the other side of things, I have my first test wednesday and I really need to study. I have to make a logo game for the Super Bowl party. Oh, and find a set-up crew. I think it's going to be a great week and hopefully go by relatively quickly.